Saturday, July 31, 2021

Pruning

 The prolific phalaenopsis orchid we call "Tripod" had gotten too wild to fit in its pot any longer. 


Time for a trim.



Since I didn't have a larger pot available, and these orchids prefer to be cosy anyway, I scrubbed up the old pot.


At the bottom I found a forgotten collection of amazing rocks! Used to help drainage and lessen the amount of potting bark needed, I decided to only put a few rocks back and lighten the pot for handling during weekly watering.


Next, pre-soak the new bark...


...along with a sprinkling of charcoal for deodorizing.


And re-pot - wrangling most of the old air-roots into the pot for stability.


Looking much better!

This being the first time I've tried this invasive process on an orchid while it was still blooming, I wasn't surprised to see all but one blossom drop off soon after.

But I was surprised that the new spike I was watching emerge (and which precipitated this re-pot before having to wait months longer through another flush of blossoms) turned out not to flower at all!


Never before have my orchids grown a keiki (baby orchid) on a new, dedicated spike. Mine have always before come from old spikes that were done flowering.

Maybe the plant thought it was dying and wanted to reproduce first?! Instead, Tripod is looking better than ever, and my orchid nursery will need a new "crib" (little pot) by next year.

Hmm... how often do we feel that God's pruning and trimming things out of our lives through loss and pain are "the end of it all" - when they are actually just the spur needed for new growth?

Saturday, July 24, 2021

Keeping Every Promise


"The Christian is, by definition, a hopeful person. That hope is not artificial self-projection. It is produced in us by God's promises. Because we love and trust the Lord, we believe the promises He has given in His word. They have become the spectacle lenses through which we view everything - and that is what injects the melody of hope into our lives.


"Hope does not put us to shame"; it doesn't let us down or disappoint us. Why? Because "God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us" (Romans 5 v 5).

"What does this mean? Our biggest hope is for everlasting life: for heaven and all that will follow it in the new heavens and earth. Being sure of that, even although we don't yet experience it, changes everything. It is like light appearing at the end of the tunnel, dispersing the total darkness that engulfs us. It enables us to see our way forward.


"...The logic goes like this: if you spend £500 to pay for a holiday, but then discover there is an additional £10 taxi fare to be paid to get you from the airport to your destination, you're not going to turn back. No, since you have already paid so much, of course you will pay the extra. The same logic applies here. If God has kept His major promise by giving His Son for you and to you, you can be sure He will keep every promise He has made.

"That is why His love is the foundation not only for faith but also for hope. And that hope lasts; it will never fail. It is a hope that we can hold on to even when we are suffering, even when life seems to be unravelling at the seams, even when our worst nightmares are coming true. We can still have hope, because God kept His biggest promise, His oldest and costliest promise, when Love came down at Christmas."

- from Love Came Down at Christmas by Sinclair B. Ferguson


[Our family appreciated the book quoted above for our month of advent readings last December. As you can see, the truths contained are anything but limited to Christmas. I needed the reminders again now! And the photos in this post are July in Mom's garden.]

Wednesday, July 21, 2021

Colors of July

These photos only give a hint of the beauty that we are enjoying these weeks as the perennial garden is at its peak of summer color. The view from my second story bedroom is one of my first joys every day. I also enjoy bringing a camp-chair close enough to feel dwarfed and surrounded by vibrant life - including butterflies, hummingbirds, and wrens scolding when the cats or I get too near their nest in the grape-arbor.




Mom has put in so much work to get this flower-bed back in shape after it was mostly set aside through years of caregiving.

If you are on Instagram (or you may be able to see this as a "preview" without having to sign up), here is a little video tour I gave of the flowers the day of these photos: Click Here for Tour or search @chronic.hannah

Thursday, July 15, 2021

Knightly Inspiration

 

I recently finished another book in this exciting birthday gift: "The Knights of Arrethtrae" series by Chuck Black!

Though much is familiar from when I first read these books loved by my students years ago, I never fail to be struck with the inspiration and call to follow our Prince more purposefully.


So much is packed into these pages, that readers are drawn right into the lives, struggles, training, and victories of each Knight of the Prince. Rather than a chronological allegory, such as "The Kingdom Series" [see that summary below], each of these books focuses on a major theme threatening our life of faith in this culture... though masterfully brought to life in the era of knights, fair maidens, dark enemies, and hideous creatures. Always with the unstoppable light of the King and His Son shining through!

Books 3 & 4 - “Sir Dalton” and “Lady Carliss” - were my favorites in the past. We'll see about this time!

But before you would jump into the stories of these Knights and Ladies, make sure to start with the first series:



"The Kingdom Series" by Chuck Black is an encouragement every time I re-read it. Set in a time of gallant knights with swords and steeds, this allegory of the whole arc of the Bible is full of excitement, danger, endearing characters, deadly foes, mysterious helpers... and most inspiring: the Son of the King!

Boys and girls, young men and women, grandparents, and those of us in-between can all enjoy and learn from this imaginative fresh take on familiar Biblical history.

More than ever, we need to remind each other:
• “The King Reigns!
• “And His Son!


Note: The second series seems to go into more gory details of sword-fights than the first (which has some already), so sensitive readers may not be up to it yet.

Monday, July 12, 2021

Delphiniums

Pencil and ink were all I could handle for yesterday's Sunday Sketchout, but that completed my page of the amazing Delphiniums from our garden.


The plant was at least 6 feet tall this year before rain broke most of the spikes for us to then enjoy indoors.

I was particularly amazed by the unusual patterns of the leaf veins!

I know many people don't like to get into such tiny details in their nature journals, and that's fine. I don't always either. But I'm not going for quantity at this point in my life.

Rather, on the days where my chronic symptoms are getting too loud, I can find such therapy in looking closely at a bit of God's intricate creation and trying to copy some of what I notice. All the little wrinkles, folds, and subtle but complex colors make me happy and distract my brain from the pain as long as I can focus.


Saturday, July 10, 2021

A Glorious Footstool



"The sky, the air, the landscape—
everything seemed in such harmony
and so perfect, that involuntarily I
exclaimed, 'If God’s footstool is so
glorious, what will the throne be?'”








Embarrassingly, of the many books I have been in the middle of over the past few months, I cannot now remember from which I jotted down this quote. If any of you recognize it, I'd love to be reminded!


Photos from our garden path

Thursday, July 8, 2021

Heaven Rules!

 No matter what challenges we are facing, we all need to be encouraged to remember the truth - regardless of how we "feel".

So I like sending cards packed with truth!


This set of greeting cards matches our 2021 wall calendar from Revive Our Hearts.


"The storm you are in will not last one moment longer or be one degree more intense than God intends for your good and for His glory. Heaven Rules."


"Put your trust in the Word of God and the promises of God.
His plan will not be thwarted.
Heaven rules."

Tuesday, July 6, 2021

A Bit of Chronic History

After all those posts on history via good books, this could be a let-down! In no way do I assume the history of my family's health struggles has the same level of interest to readers in general. 😄 

But for those who need "companionship" or encouragement on their own journeys through life with chronic illness, I occasionally mention how it affects our daily life. It helped Elsa and me in the early years to run across a couple others online who were "in the same boat" - letting us know we weren't alone or crazy and that others had faced similar disabling and confusing sets of symptoms.

But I am not sure if I have ever really summarized our diagnoses here. So for those who are interested, feel free to read on. (It will be very abridged and incomplete anyway.) 

For the rest of you, here a few, non-medical "fun facts" and old photos by way of introduction. 


I am a daughter (and daughter of the King!), sister, aunt, part time piano teacher and full time Chronic-Lyme warrior. I enjoy music making, audiobook narration [Storytime with HannahMary], being out in God's creation, travel/missions-trips & camping with my family, sailing, skiing, sending hand-written snail-mail, learning to watercolor... 

But most accessible these years are the joys of knitting for my sister's Etsy shop [TheNauticalNordic] while we listen to audio-books together.


I have 3/4 Norwegian blood in my veins, grew up with a large family of stuffed animals, have been roommates with my younger sister, Elsa, all but a few months since she was born, and pretended I had a Corvette in/after college!


My sister and I have been treating Chronic Lyme Disease (etc.) full-time for the past 7 years. Elsa has even more daily symptoms to battle with than I. [Find her at: http://reachingtotheskies.blogspot.com] She had to close her bakery and I drop most of my piano students in 2014 when the symptoms finally became disabling after wearing us down for years.

We did not then realize that the “worst flu of our lives” back in 2005 was actually a vector-borne disease. So we ended up with Lyme, Bartonella, and apparently other co-infections as well. This slowly but surely brought down our immune systems and clogged our detoxification pathways (already impaired due to genetics). This led to extreme levels of heavy metal and mycotoxin/mold toxicities, socially-isolating Multiple Chemical Sensitivities, many food sensitivities, and more.

Some of our symptoms have been: chronic muscle and myofascial pain, extreme fatigue and muscle weakness, brain fog, insomnia, sound and light sensitivity, night sweats, sudden onset of allergies and sensitivities, blood sugar issues, neurological damage, adrenal dysfunction and other hormone issues, whole-body “jitters,” dizziness, nausea, migraines, eyes not tracking... We are still digging our way out of years of damage but are overall seeing some clear progress, praise God!

Both of our parents have dealt with acute Lyme a couple times as well, and our mom seems to have more of the chronic symptoms building up along with a diagnosis of CIRS. Two years ago Lyme became a “whole-family tradition” when our older sister ended up with large and spreading bull's-eye rashes from a tick bite while pregnant with our nephew.

To avoid the baby ending up in NICU for months after birth - as happened with our doctor’s relative who did not treat her Lyme during pregnancy... or even worse results that we have heard of - our sister was on 2 antibiotics until her baby was three months old and then on strong herbal treatments for several more months. We are so thankful that mother and son are both doing very well more than a year after treatments. Our lively nephew is such a gift and quite the exercise/strengthening plan for his Aunties!

So, while our lives are still far from "normal" and every day in these bodies is more or less of a battle, God has been using these years to teach us more of His love and providence in ways we wouldn't have noticed back in our rushed, over-filled lives, when we "never had time to be bored!" and rarely had time to "Be Still."

Saturday, July 3, 2021

Learning from History - Part V



"No war. No politics. What shall I say?" 
Abigail Adams, 1816

Oh, that we had this dilemma when writing letters to our family and friends today! But Abigail had just come through decades of turmoil, vision, and sacrifice that deeply affected her family as well as her nation.


Public Domain photo of 1766
portrait by Benjamin Blyth

Are you ready to be challenged and inspired?! Reading personal letters and journals are one of the best ways I know to learn from history. 


"Abigail Adams: Letters"
Edited by Edith Gelles

Overview by publisher - Library of America:

"Abigail Adams was an unusually accomplished letter writer. Spirited and insightful, her correspondence offers a unique vantage on historical events in which her family played so prominent a role, while bringing vividly to life the everyday experience of American women in the eighteenth and early nineteenth centuries. Here are 430 letters—more than a hundred published for the first time—to John Adams, John Quincy Adams, Thomas Jefferson, Mercy Otis Warren, James and Dolley Madison, and Martha Washington, among many others. Including her famous call to “Remember the Ladies,” letters from the 1760s and 1770s offer an unrivalled portrait of the American Revolution on the home front. Travel to Europe in the 1780s opens a grand new field for her talents as social commentator and political advisor while her roles as vice presidential and presidential wife place her at the very heart of the nation’s founding."


Public Domain photo of
portrait by Gilbert Stuart

If you are ready to better appreciate the Independence Day we in The United States of America celebrate tomorrow, try this first-hand, inside view of life at that pivotal time.