This
month as I once again pulled out my grey winter pajamas, I was reminded of God's
perfect timing... and reminded that what looks like a mistake can actually be His working out the details in a better (though less "convenient") way than I ever
could have imagined.
After heading out an hour from home for a doctor's
appointment in January of 2015, I took the opportunity to shop for a new pair of
pj's. "Unfortunately", while trying them on I missed an unexpected call from my
doctor's office. A delay of 15 minutes until finding the message meant that I was too late to drive
across town and get the needed ultrasound performed on my neck to check a lump
on my thyroid.
I was disappointed, because that meant I had to schedule an
ultrasound appointment on another day. And it was no easy matter to get out with
all the symptoms of Lyme disease raging.
At least I found some good
pajamas on sale...
- Because of the missed phone call, I had my ultrasound
done in a different town nearer home.
- Because that clinic was not connected
with the more distant one, the results didn't get through in time for my first
appointment with my endocrinologist.
- Because of the missing results, I had to
have an ultrasound on the spot at that appointment.
- Because I was already on the table in the correct room, they went ahead with a biopsy of the nodule, even though it was
really "too small" to be concerned about.
- Because of the biopsy that almost
didn't happen, my cancer was caught very early.
- Because of a pair of grey
pajamas, I am in remission with clear scans after 2 years. (At 5 years, they can
call it cancer-free.)
- And because I know the One who can guide all the
seemingly insignificant details of His creation, I know none of this was chance.
Instead I call it grace. A gift!
But it took much time to see all these
"little problems" in the right light. That gives me hope that even all the big
problems will one day make sense. That they will also be used in His grand plan
to produce something good - better than I can possibly imagine now - at the
perfect time.
(For more of the story, click here)
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